You
sit in your corner chair, pillows, blankets, medicine...
You
smile. My heart feels a tug and I pray God to humble me in this
task. Time to help you up.
I
open my arms like an encircling embrace of strength and love, and you
hesitantly reach around my neck -
As
you rise, your o-so-slender body slips from me
like
a long white feather from a dove's wing.
You
cannot rise. You are back sitting again, sad.
“It's about what you CAN do”, I say softly, “not what you can't.
Let's try again,” You moan but try once more, and
After
a few attempts you finally rise into my strong arms
and I release you to your world.
and I release you to your world.
A
world of medicine bottles and bandages, pain and frustration at a life which is as fickle as it is glorious.
Your ocean of friends love you almost as much as I. This
makes you happy, and you connect each day to these people of your
heart.
We
will do this, you and I, like sisters of another world who need each
other to be complete.
Take your time, my sister. Take your time in these, your last earth-days. Never will I leave your side. It is you who must leave me .....
2 comments:
I don't know of who you are referring, but I feel your love, pain and dedication coming through loud and clear!
Thanks Barbara, it's my youngest sister who's bravely, stubbornly trying to keep this cancer from taking her away. I'm here because she wants to stay in her home but the medicos say she can't be alone. We've had our crying jags and our joking times but the bottom line is, she's dying and I'm here so she's not alone.
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